Portugal and Cristiano

okay so i havn't posted for ages but ive been trying to revised and lets say i so understand the work yet there seems to be this kind of half heartedness...but hey how can i be so lazy afterall this IS the dream....(i think)

so this year, i mean first year of college and gosh how its been so long, how we have had to endure the long tiresome lessons and all and now the exams. yet there seems to be some kind of love and affection for these hated things (exams) . they are the ones who help you prove yoursefl worthy and progress in life arn't they?

its funny the first year of college, its the the middle year....in some ways ....see its the year after our GCSE's/ secondary school and the year before the year in which we start considering our universiy options rigorously. kind of freaky and exciting at the same time that 1/4 of our time at college is already gone ....that thought eliminates all other inklings of being stuck inthe same place for years. school was a bit like that....progress was just not the thing, i mean your just stuck in one place even though you move from year 7 to year 8 then 9. but here progress seems to come too fast and its almost intimidating

this year is the the time between university thoughts and our childhood in ways and if i were to compare it with anything then....perhaps the departure lounge of the airport. that funny feeling in one's stomach, when it cnurns at the thought of take off but the timeless waiting you do, just before you get on to the plane for the real takeoff is really something...so thats what it feels like at the moment.

physics exam: still about 2 weeks
maths exam : less than one week..
you need 80% + to get and A

i can only dream o f getting one

ART: 100% coursework but....im behind on work.....however it is pulsating....cus the work im doing at the moment is the work for which i will get a double award in art and hopefully the university place.

ahhh university....daunting task to pick up and really do justice with moving away from home, exams, more responsibilities etc etc......but beleive it or not im looking foreward to do the thing that i have dreamt of for more than three years....

soo i should be off, trying to so some physics questions but just before i go...

the latest music...im really into BASSHUNTER at the moment and i was for a long time but revision laways brings on the chance to listen to music and really flow with its lyrics....this partucular artist is from SWEDEN i think at least....and the last one i was into and returned interest in is CASCADA... so i will try to feature they music....for little tasters anyways. i randomly end up humming and singing parts of their songs so they must be good...

see these artists....they are european and somehow i feel more EUROPEAN than anything else and so they so eliminate the funny homesickness feeling that devours my sense of staright thinking sometimes and makes me behave irrationally.......e.g//..."i want to go back to portugal"

okay i really should be off now....

(did you realise i dodn't that the words "cristiano ronaldo" once in this post, except for right now????- don't worry im nor OFF him or anything just trying to revise and keep things in the brain...