Portugal and Cristiano

the last news and pics really makes me angry grr..the one with paris hilton in it...i mean wtf!!!!

okay but i havent come one here to complain about that...i ve come to speak of the dire emptiness i feel as ap ortuguese living in england...i swear the amount of pride i felt for him and today, i will happily go along with conversations where fellow mates are talking realy bad stuff about him. i know he is wrong..but love is blind, my heart is bloody blind...so it stil loves him.

today at college i spent some time reading newspaper stories about cristiano...i have to say one person, two clubs but the amount of topics on these things is unbeleiveable, the succesedor, who will it be etc..the price...the new wage...kaka......platini's comment, hughes comments....etc etc...so this all did provide me with some good reading but....im still unhappy...

i only just read...that he may not even bother to come back to cheshire to pack his bags....now im angry...what kind of gay,,,peice of ablsolute shit does this.????? im not saying any more absue becasue im very two sided at the moment...and i dont completely beleive all the media that i come across...my loving ...side...the one who still calls cristiano....a little cutie pie angel,,,,...sexy tight white pants....the benefit of the doubt!!! but should he even get that!!! lol...my mean evil steak almost wants to level up tot his mean thoughtlessness too..and perhaps if i see him...i wount jump on to him kissing him....ill jump on to him throwing will punches...

oh god what have you put me through!!! love costs.....emotions

okay so when i heard cristiano was moving (finally) i was struck.

quiete literally i just sat still, not able ot beleive that it happened without a final notice, i mean last year i was seriously ready for him to move, i actually thought he might move but he didnt to my releif.

i swaer my world went upside down when i read this on google news and then bbc then sky, then the tv...my mouth went dry and my mind whent blank,,,so bloody cliched and yet so present here....for somtime in the morning i was sad and upset...etc...

now i cry at the thought.,....of having a large gapping hole in my heart and then when i think about manchester a place that i had funnily come to like and my fan girl mind had obviously dreamt many fan fictions up in alderly egde....that place manchester makes me upset....too

there was a day when cristiano came with his table clothe of a t shirt with his wonky teeth and weird hair, and then theres today....so much happiness at his arrival and soo much .....so many tears now.....then theres today...probably the last time here will be soo mcuh coverage on every channel on "cristiano ronaldo".....the last time....

i feel rather selfish now...i took soo much inspiration from him in the six years that i dont want him to go now when he is going perhaps for his own good. i want him to stay here....share the similarities of living in england....#

i loved watching him on tv, the few times a season i even got to watch him....close ups of his face, his feet...i now dont know how im going to over come this......

thinking nostaligically .i swaer makes things seem so ....teary...but when i think of cristiano and kaka playing at madrid side by side.....my mind flourishes. the sun the villas the alomost portuguese lifestyle....omg...

i suppose i shouldnt be so selfish and marrow minded...cristiano is going to such a cool place,,, to showcase his talent trully to the heart of europe.!!

i loved him soo mcuh i didnt ever think about ...after he has decided to leave,,,just that he would leave one day...that day being today......one day before second year college work starts....

hes been a charm to me...a lucky charm....he is a charmer...

all i know is that ...hes going ,...to play for real madrid...perhaps his real dream (i dont know) and i love him alot...alot ....alot..

xxx

Manchester United have accepted a world record offer of £80m from Real Madrid for winger Cristiano Ronaldo.
"United have agreed to give Real Madrid permission to talk to the player," read a statement from the Old Trafford club.
It added the decision came at the 24-year-old Ronaldo's request after he "again expressed his desire to leave".
United said the offer was unconditional and want the matter to be concluded by 30 June, while Madrid hope to agree personal terms "in the next few days".
"Real Madrid confirm they have made an offer to Manchester United for the acquisition of the rights of the player Cristiano Ronaldo," said the Spanish club in a statement.
But the BBC's Steve Kingstone in Madrid stated that Real had yet to confirm the agreed price of £80m stated by United.
A spokesman for United's owners, the Glazer family, has told the BBC that the decision to sell Ronaldo was taken solely by manager Sir Alex Ferguson.
The spokesman said: "It was purely a football decision and had nothing to do with the financial structure of the club."

It is understood that the transfer fee would be made available for Ferguson to invest in the transfer market.
United have been linked with the likes of Lyon forward Karim Benzema, Bayern Munich winger Franck Ribery and Wigan's Antonio Valencia.
Madrid signed Brazilian Kaka for a reported £56m earlier in the week, surpassing the previous world record fee in pounds sterling of £45.6m, which Real paid for Zinedine Zidane in 2001.

That deal was sealed by the ambition of returning Real president Florentino Perez, who previously led the Spanish club from 2000 to 2006 - during the famous galacticos era.
And Perez had previously made it clear he would do "everything possible" to sign Ronaldo.
Madrid have also been linked with Liverpool's Xabi Alonso, Valencia's David Villa and Bayern Munich's Franck Ribery since Perez's unopposed election signalled the return of their vast spending.
There had been reports that Madrid would have to pay a £26m penalty clause to Ronaldo as a consequence of an alleged "pre-contract" arrangement that had been agreed with the player's representative Jorge Mendes, if the Spanish club did not sign him this summer.

This was one that was never ever going to go away," said BBC Radio 5 Live chief football correspondent Mike Ingham.
"After the Champions League final he criticised Sir Alex Ferguson's tactics, he threw his toys out of the pram in the derby with Manchester City after he was substituted. He's been very high maintenance. And £80m is hard to resist.
"Personally, I'm very sorry to see him leave but it's absolutely inevitable. If it hadn't been this summer it would have been next summer.
"This could mean they might be able to keep Carlos Tevez, maybe Wayne Rooney can be liberated."

Tevez's loan agreement with United has expired and the Argentine will cost United in the region of £25m, while Rooney may have more opportunities to play in his favoured central position if Ronaldo leaves.
Ronaldo, who joined United in 2003 from Sporting Lisbon for £12.2m, was strongly linked with a move to the Spanish capital in the summer of 2008.
United lodged a complaint with world governing body Fifa last June over what they believed was a deliberate attempt by Real to unsettle the winger.
After a long, drawn-out saga that ran through the summer months, the Portugal international insisted he was happy at Old Trafford and remained at United for the 2008-2009 season.

"Now I understand I made the best decision," Ronaldo told Spanish sports paper Marca after he had made that choice. "I am with Manchester in body and soul."
But the speculation soured relations between the clubs and last December United manager Ferguson said he would not "sell that mob a virus".
And despite Ronaldo's claim that he wanted to remain at Old Trafford, he was the subject of constant speculation during the 2008-2009 season and often gave mixed messages about his future.
If Ronaldo does sign for Madrid, his last appearance for United will have been in the Champions League final in Rome - in which the Premier League champions were beaten 2-0 by Barcelona.
"History will remember him very well in terms of his contribution as a footballer, he'll also be seen as petulant, egotistical and stubborn but he's been a wonderful player," said United We Stand fanzine editor Andy Mitten.
It took time for Ronaldo to find his best form after arriving in England but he became a pivotal player for United, who have won the last three Premier League titles.
In the 2007-08 season he scored 42 goals, which topped the previous club record for a midfielder held by George Best, and was on the scoresheet as United defeated Chelsea in the Champions League final.
His form through 2008 saw him named Fifa World Player of the Year in January, just a month after he won the Ballon d'Or as the European Player of the Year.
Ronaldo was the top scorer for his club last season, with 26 goals, taking his total for United to 118 in 292 appearances.

(BBC sport)