the last news and pics really makes me angry grr..the one with paris hilton in it...i mean wtf!!!!
okay but i havent come one here to complain about that...i ve come to speak of the dire emptiness i feel as ap ortuguese living in england...i swear the amount of pride i felt for him and today, i will happily go along with conversations where fellow mates are talking realy bad stuff about him. i know he is wrong..but love is blind, my heart is bloody blind...so it stil loves him.
today at college i spent some time reading newspaper stories about cristiano...i have to say one person, two clubs but the amount of topics on these things is unbeleiveable, the succesedor, who will it be etc..the price...the new wage...kaka......platini's comment, hughes comments....etc etc...so this all did provide me with some good reading but....im still unhappy...
i only just read...that he may not even bother to come back to cheshire to pack his bags....now im angry...what kind of gay,,,peice of ablsolute shit does this.????? im not saying any more absue becasue im very two sided at the moment...and i dont completely beleive all the media that i come across...my loving ...side...the one who still calls cristiano....a little cutie pie angel,,,,...sexy tight white pants....the benefit of the doubt!!! but should he even get that!!! lol...my mean evil steak almost wants to level up tot his mean thoughtlessness too..and perhaps if i see him...i wount jump on to him kissing him....ill jump on to him throwing will punches...
oh god what have you put me through!!! love costs.....emotions
"brilliantly unpredictable" the times.
just look at paris pose when she comes down the stairs...and omg soo many cameras flashing at your face....forget about being blinded its brighter than day light!!!!
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okay so when i heard cristiano was moving (finally) i was struck.
quiete literally i just sat still, not able ot beleive that it happened without a final notice, i mean last year i was seriously ready for him to move, i actually thought he might move but he didnt to my releif.
i swaer my world went upside down when i read this on google news and then bbc then sky, then the tv...my mouth went dry and my mind whent blank,,,so bloody cliched and yet so present here....for somtime in the morning i was sad and upset...etc...
now i cry at the thought.,....of having a large gapping hole in my heart and then when i think about manchester a place that i had funnily come to like and my fan girl mind had obviously dreamt many fan fictions up in alderly egde....that place manchester makes me upset....too
there was a day when cristiano came with his table clothe of a t shirt with his wonky teeth and weird hair, and then theres today....so much happiness at his arrival and soo much .....so many tears now.....then theres today...probably the last time here will be soo mcuh coverage on every channel on "cristiano ronaldo".....the last time....
i feel rather selfish now...i took soo much inspiration from him in the six years that i dont want him to go now when he is going perhaps for his own good. i want him to stay here....share the similarities of living in england....#
i loved watching him on tv, the few times a season i even got to watch him....close ups of his face, his feet...i now dont know how im going to over come this......
thinking nostaligically .i swaer makes things seem so ....teary...but when i think of cristiano and kaka playing at madrid side by side.....my mind flourishes. the sun the villas the alomost portuguese lifestyle....omg...
i suppose i shouldnt be so selfish and marrow minded...cristiano is going to such a cool place,,, to showcase his talent trully to the heart of europe.!!
i loved him soo mcuh i didnt ever think about ...after he has decided to leave,,,just that he would leave one day...that day being today......one day before second year college work starts....
hes been a charm to me...a lucky charm....he is a charmer...
all i know is that ...hes going ,...to play for real madrid...perhaps his real dream (i dont know) and i love him alot...alot ....alot..
xxx
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Manchester United have accepted a world record offer of £80m from Real Madrid for winger Cristiano Ronaldo.
"United have agreed to give Real Madrid permission to talk to the player," read a statement from the Old Trafford club.
It added the decision came at the 24-year-old Ronaldo's request after he "again expressed his desire to leave".
United said the offer was unconditional and want the matter to be concluded by 30 June, while Madrid hope to agree personal terms "in the next few days".
"Real Madrid confirm they have made an offer to Manchester United for the acquisition of the rights of the player Cristiano Ronaldo," said the Spanish club in a statement.
But the BBC's Steve Kingstone in Madrid stated that Real had yet to confirm the agreed price of £80m stated by United.
A spokesman for United's owners, the Glazer family, has told the BBC that the decision to sell Ronaldo was taken solely by manager Sir Alex Ferguson.
The spokesman said: "It was purely a football decision and had nothing to do with the financial structure of the club."
"United have agreed to give Real Madrid permission to talk to the player," read a statement from the Old Trafford club.
It added the decision came at the 24-year-old Ronaldo's request after he "again expressed his desire to leave".
United said the offer was unconditional and want the matter to be concluded by 30 June, while Madrid hope to agree personal terms "in the next few days".
"Real Madrid confirm they have made an offer to Manchester United for the acquisition of the rights of the player Cristiano Ronaldo," said the Spanish club in a statement.
But the BBC's Steve Kingstone in Madrid stated that Real had yet to confirm the agreed price of £80m stated by United.
A spokesman for United's owners, the Glazer family, has told the BBC that the decision to sell Ronaldo was taken solely by manager Sir Alex Ferguson.
The spokesman said: "It was purely a football decision and had nothing to do with the financial structure of the club."
It is understood that the transfer fee would be made available for Ferguson to invest in the transfer market.
United have been linked with the likes of Lyon forward Karim Benzema, Bayern Munich winger Franck Ribery and Wigan's Antonio Valencia.
Madrid signed Brazilian Kaka for a reported £56m earlier in the week, surpassing the previous world record fee in pounds sterling of £45.6m, which Real paid for Zinedine Zidane in 2001.
United have been linked with the likes of Lyon forward Karim Benzema, Bayern Munich winger Franck Ribery and Wigan's Antonio Valencia.
Madrid signed Brazilian Kaka for a reported £56m earlier in the week, surpassing the previous world record fee in pounds sterling of £45.6m, which Real paid for Zinedine Zidane in 2001.
That deal was sealed by the ambition of returning Real president Florentino Perez, who previously led the Spanish club from 2000 to 2006 - during the famous galacticos era.
And Perez had previously made it clear he would do "everything possible" to sign Ronaldo.
Madrid have also been linked with Liverpool's Xabi Alonso, Valencia's David Villa and Bayern Munich's Franck Ribery since Perez's unopposed election signalled the return of their vast spending.
There had been reports that Madrid would have to pay a £26m penalty clause to Ronaldo as a consequence of an alleged "pre-contract" arrangement that had been agreed with the player's representative Jorge Mendes, if the Spanish club did not sign him this summer.
And Perez had previously made it clear he would do "everything possible" to sign Ronaldo.
Madrid have also been linked with Liverpool's Xabi Alonso, Valencia's David Villa and Bayern Munich's Franck Ribery since Perez's unopposed election signalled the return of their vast spending.
There had been reports that Madrid would have to pay a £26m penalty clause to Ronaldo as a consequence of an alleged "pre-contract" arrangement that had been agreed with the player's representative Jorge Mendes, if the Spanish club did not sign him this summer.
This was one that was never ever going to go away," said BBC Radio 5 Live chief football correspondent Mike Ingham.
"After the Champions League final he criticised Sir Alex Ferguson's tactics, he threw his toys out of the pram in the derby with Manchester City after he was substituted. He's been very high maintenance. And £80m is hard to resist.
"Personally, I'm very sorry to see him leave but it's absolutely inevitable. If it hadn't been this summer it would have been next summer.
"This could mean they might be able to keep Carlos Tevez, maybe Wayne Rooney can be liberated."
"After the Champions League final he criticised Sir Alex Ferguson's tactics, he threw his toys out of the pram in the derby with Manchester City after he was substituted. He's been very high maintenance. And £80m is hard to resist.
"Personally, I'm very sorry to see him leave but it's absolutely inevitable. If it hadn't been this summer it would have been next summer.
"This could mean they might be able to keep Carlos Tevez, maybe Wayne Rooney can be liberated."
Tevez's loan agreement with United has expired and the Argentine will cost United in the region of £25m, while Rooney may have more opportunities to play in his favoured central position if Ronaldo leaves.
Ronaldo, who joined United in 2003 from Sporting Lisbon for £12.2m, was strongly linked with a move to the Spanish capital in the summer of 2008.
United lodged a complaint with world governing body Fifa last June over what they believed was a deliberate attempt by Real to unsettle the winger.
After a long, drawn-out saga that ran through the summer months, the Portugal international insisted he was happy at Old Trafford and remained at United for the 2008-2009 season.
Ronaldo, who joined United in 2003 from Sporting Lisbon for £12.2m, was strongly linked with a move to the Spanish capital in the summer of 2008.
United lodged a complaint with world governing body Fifa last June over what they believed was a deliberate attempt by Real to unsettle the winger.
After a long, drawn-out saga that ran through the summer months, the Portugal international insisted he was happy at Old Trafford and remained at United for the 2008-2009 season.
"Now I understand I made the best decision," Ronaldo told Spanish sports paper Marca after he had made that choice. "I am with Manchester in body and soul."
But the speculation soured relations between the clubs and last December United manager Ferguson said he would not "sell that mob a virus".
And despite Ronaldo's claim that he wanted to remain at Old Trafford, he was the subject of constant speculation during the 2008-2009 season and often gave mixed messages about his future.
If Ronaldo does sign for Madrid, his last appearance for United will have been in the Champions League final in Rome - in which the Premier League champions were beaten 2-0 by Barcelona.
"History will remember him very well in terms of his contribution as a footballer, he'll also be seen as petulant, egotistical and stubborn but he's been a wonderful player," said United We Stand fanzine editor Andy Mitten.
It took time for Ronaldo to find his best form after arriving in England but he became a pivotal player for United, who have won the last three Premier League titles.
In the 2007-08 season he scored 42 goals, which topped the previous club record for a midfielder held by George Best, and was on the scoresheet as United defeated Chelsea in the Champions League final.
His form through 2008 saw him named Fifa World Player of the Year in January, just a month after he won the Ballon d'Or as the European Player of the Year.
Ronaldo was the top scorer for his club last season, with 26 goals, taking his total for United to 118 in 292 appearances.
But the speculation soured relations between the clubs and last December United manager Ferguson said he would not "sell that mob a virus".
And despite Ronaldo's claim that he wanted to remain at Old Trafford, he was the subject of constant speculation during the 2008-2009 season and often gave mixed messages about his future.
If Ronaldo does sign for Madrid, his last appearance for United will have been in the Champions League final in Rome - in which the Premier League champions were beaten 2-0 by Barcelona.
"History will remember him very well in terms of his contribution as a footballer, he'll also be seen as petulant, egotistical and stubborn but he's been a wonderful player," said United We Stand fanzine editor Andy Mitten.
It took time for Ronaldo to find his best form after arriving in England but he became a pivotal player for United, who have won the last three Premier League titles.
In the 2007-08 season he scored 42 goals, which topped the previous club record for a midfielder held by George Best, and was on the scoresheet as United defeated Chelsea in the Champions League final.
His form through 2008 saw him named Fifa World Player of the Year in January, just a month after he won the Ballon d'Or as the European Player of the Year.
Ronaldo was the top scorer for his club last season, with 26 goals, taking his total for United to 118 in 292 appearances.
(BBC sport)
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today was the final day of my exams yet at the finale of these important exams i have to say that there is still no content, am i expecting too much off myself, or is the pressure getting to me? ...i dont know but the same sense of freedom and certainly not happiness is not being felt...
so today was the last day of my exams but..im just irritated and frustrated and the long deep thoughts about the minor details about exam papers and questions which i didnt understand lingur about my mind...suppose im just paraniod lately...whatever though..its now that the fear of exam results kicks in so im really dont know whether ill be able to enjoy my self in the coming few months...
so today was the last day of my exams but..im just irritated and frustrated and the long deep thoughts about the minor details about exam papers and questions which i didnt understand lingur about my mind...suppose im just paraniod lately...whatever though..its now that the fear of exam results kicks in so im really dont know whether ill be able to enjoy my self in the coming few months...
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there have been many times alike when conversing with individuals where the person who i am conversing with doesn't like cristiano...."hes a bastard" the worst i have been told so far by my own requests obviously to speek their minds
this is what in my opnion is true cristiano love....
this is what in my opnion is true cristiano love....
"they say when one is in love they are blind....for me it is different>>>i have gone through my teenage years with him...through thick thin and everything in the middle, he has even sat confortably in in heart when i took my GCSE's and feed of my love for him....i am not disillusioned by his talent or his beauty,,,his charm nor his magical aura...i have been and will be in love with cristiano ronaldo for what u believe ot be the rest if my life"
"love can touch us one time and last for a life time...near far where ever you are you are safe in my heart and my heart will go on and on..."
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hello to everyone again
spring is on the doorstep but guess what...exams are on the horizon...the summer ones so im trying to concentrate on that.
so this is probably going to be the last post until after the exams when i really do want ot analyse and talk about first year of college properly.
exams are hard especially physics and maths when done with a art subject and i always feel i havn't been able to do everything in art becasue of my other subjects.
on the other hand i feel like i neglect maths and physics so much that yes...i don't do as well as i think i should have.
anyways at the moment i feel like i am in good stead for the begginng of the summer term and os id like ot keep that thought.
recently though i have aquired a rather more stronger feeling of living and working in portugal and so the homesickness gets worse for the worse!!!
in terms of the novel...well...i have reached a rather more pivotal point nd really require first hand experience of a particular place.....india in this case and wouldn't see myself writing more until this experience is felt. so its on hold...still...but i feel so strong about this novel that im going through what i have written and im making chnages..and stuff like that
in terms of reading matter which all good authors should do obviously....ive read salman rushdies midnights children and now on to no.1 ladies detective agency by alexander mcall smith and then six suspects by vikram swarup and later after the exams embark upon the longest english novel of a suitable boy ....oops i forgot the author!! of that book.
i think this is it now....so um bye for now
oh..and i didn't realise but...its been two years from this blog...so happy birthday blog!!!
spring is on the doorstep but guess what...exams are on the horizon...the summer ones so im trying to concentrate on that.
so this is probably going to be the last post until after the exams when i really do want ot analyse and talk about first year of college properly.
exams are hard especially physics and maths when done with a art subject and i always feel i havn't been able to do everything in art becasue of my other subjects.
on the other hand i feel like i neglect maths and physics so much that yes...i don't do as well as i think i should have.
anyways at the moment i feel like i am in good stead for the begginng of the summer term and os id like ot keep that thought.
recently though i have aquired a rather more stronger feeling of living and working in portugal and so the homesickness gets worse for the worse!!!
in terms of the novel...well...i have reached a rather more pivotal point nd really require first hand experience of a particular place.....india in this case and wouldn't see myself writing more until this experience is felt. so its on hold...still...but i feel so strong about this novel that im going through what i have written and im making chnages..and stuff like that
in terms of reading matter which all good authors should do obviously....ive read salman rushdies midnights children and now on to no.1 ladies detective agency by alexander mcall smith and then six suspects by vikram swarup and later after the exams embark upon the longest english novel of a suitable boy ....oops i forgot the author!! of that book.
i think this is it now....so um bye for now
oh..and i didn't realise but...its been two years from this blog...so happy birthday blog!!!
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okay so i havn't posted for ages but ive been trying to revised and lets say i so understand the work yet there seems to be this kind of half heartedness...but hey how can i be so lazy afterall this IS the dream....(i think)
so this year, i mean first year of college and gosh how its been so long, how we have had to endure the long tiresome lessons and all and now the exams. yet there seems to be some kind of love and affection for these hated things (exams) . they are the ones who help you prove yoursefl worthy and progress in life arn't they?
its funny the first year of college, its the the middle year....in some ways ....see its the year after our GCSE's/ secondary school and the year before the year in which we start considering our universiy options rigorously. kind of freaky and exciting at the same time that 1/4 of our time at college is already gone ....that thought eliminates all other inklings of being stuck inthe same place for years. school was a bit like that....progress was just not the thing, i mean your just stuck in one place even though you move from year 7 to year 8 then 9. but here progress seems to come too fast and its almost intimidating
this year is the the time between university thoughts and our childhood in ways and if i were to compare it with anything then....perhaps the departure lounge of the airport. that funny feeling in one's stomach, when it cnurns at the thought of take off but the timeless waiting you do, just before you get on to the plane for the real takeoff is really something...so thats what it feels like at the moment.
physics exam: still about 2 weeks
maths exam : less than one week..
you need 80% + to get and A
i can only dream o f getting one
ART: 100% coursework but....im behind on work.....however it is pulsating....cus the work im doing at the moment is the work for which i will get a double award in art and hopefully the university place.
ahhh university....daunting task to pick up and really do justice with moving away from home, exams, more responsibilities etc etc......but beleive it or not im looking foreward to do the thing that i have dreamt of for more than three years....
soo i should be off, trying to so some physics questions but just before i go...
the latest music...im really into BASSHUNTER at the moment and i was for a long time but revision laways brings on the chance to listen to music and really flow with its lyrics....this partucular artist is from SWEDEN i think at least....and the last one i was into and returned interest in is CASCADA... so i will try to feature they music....for little tasters anyways. i randomly end up humming and singing parts of their songs so they must be good...
see these artists....they are european and somehow i feel more EUROPEAN than anything else and so they so eliminate the funny homesickness feeling that devours my sense of staright thinking sometimes and makes me behave irrationally.......e.g//..."i want to go back to portugal"
okay i really should be off now....
(did you realise i dodn't that the words "cristiano ronaldo" once in this post, except for right now????- don't worry im nor OFF him or anything just trying to revise and keep things in the brain...
so this year, i mean first year of college and gosh how its been so long, how we have had to endure the long tiresome lessons and all and now the exams. yet there seems to be some kind of love and affection for these hated things (exams) . they are the ones who help you prove yoursefl worthy and progress in life arn't they?
its funny the first year of college, its the the middle year....in some ways ....see its the year after our GCSE's/ secondary school and the year before the year in which we start considering our universiy options rigorously. kind of freaky and exciting at the same time that 1/4 of our time at college is already gone ....that thought eliminates all other inklings of being stuck inthe same place for years. school was a bit like that....progress was just not the thing, i mean your just stuck in one place even though you move from year 7 to year 8 then 9. but here progress seems to come too fast and its almost intimidating
this year is the the time between university thoughts and our childhood in ways and if i were to compare it with anything then....perhaps the departure lounge of the airport. that funny feeling in one's stomach, when it cnurns at the thought of take off but the timeless waiting you do, just before you get on to the plane for the real takeoff is really something...so thats what it feels like at the moment.
physics exam: still about 2 weeks
maths exam : less than one week..
you need 80% + to get and A
i can only dream o f getting one
ART: 100% coursework but....im behind on work.....however it is pulsating....cus the work im doing at the moment is the work for which i will get a double award in art and hopefully the university place.
ahhh university....daunting task to pick up and really do justice with moving away from home, exams, more responsibilities etc etc......but beleive it or not im looking foreward to do the thing that i have dreamt of for more than three years....
soo i should be off, trying to so some physics questions but just before i go...
the latest music...im really into BASSHUNTER at the moment and i was for a long time but revision laways brings on the chance to listen to music and really flow with its lyrics....this partucular artist is from SWEDEN i think at least....and the last one i was into and returned interest in is CASCADA... so i will try to feature they music....for little tasters anyways. i randomly end up humming and singing parts of their songs so they must be good...
see these artists....they are european and somehow i feel more EUROPEAN than anything else and so they so eliminate the funny homesickness feeling that devours my sense of staright thinking sometimes and makes me behave irrationally.......e.g//..."i want to go back to portugal"
okay i really should be off now....
(did you realise i dodn't that the words "cristiano ronaldo" once in this post, except for right now????- don't worry im nor OFF him or anything just trying to revise and keep things in the brain...
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