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today as results day drews ever closer, theres a real sense of sincerity growing within me.
im scared, frightened, fear ; the metallic sort that starts in my throat and spread like a poison throught my body, making my legs shake and my heart beats skip and summersault.!

fear, the type i feel before the physics exam...the crying type of fear where no one but your self can helf its self...

i try to convince myself, i have 2/3's of the results already, im only waiting for the other 1/3rd...but the determination to get a hundred percentage sucess and content wreak havoc within me, starting off panic attacks and the sort...

the dream could very well start...in a couple of days, falling short of it will be a real heartbreaker!
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