Portugal and Cristiano

ever felt like when you look into the mirror you see someone else, not yourself? my inner self seems to look and feel so much different to what i see in the mirror sometimes.

hmm. the diary of events seems to be getting busier at this time of the year as results day is now less than a week away, art work collection (now this is something im really not looking foreward to as the family car i think will be packed to the boot door with large scale models, portfolios and other more irregular shaped art peices..then theres prizegiving..still need to think of what im going to wear to this place. it becomess a difficult task to choose what kind of look one may want when in fact ive been attending college in smart dress for the past 6 months now..so what kind of smart dress now.....initial thoughts of a skirt are now quickly on diminishing point. which i am very annoyed with. as a female i dont know whats wrong with me, whats the shame in wearing a skirt but i guess we are too used to wearing the trousers..

..oh and then theres enrolement week for university, thats if results days is any sucess..which i dearly hope and wish it is.
hmm i hope the party starts from then on. today i got the biggest feeling of wanting to meet new people, increase the friends circle towards national and international people, coming out of the hiding place to meet greet, share and see what others have to say, do and are about!....so i guess bring it on.cus im ready for it.finally the minds opened up.