Portugal and Cristiano

there have been many times alike when conversing with individuals where the person who i am conversing with doesn't like cristiano...."hes a bastard" the worst i have been told so far by my own requests obviously to speek their minds

this is what in my opnion is true cristiano love....

hello to everyone again
spring is on the doorstep but guess what...exams are on the horizon...the summer ones so im trying to concentrate on that.

so this is probably going to be the last post until after the exams when i really do want ot analyse and talk about first year of college properly.

exams are hard especially physics and maths when done with a art subject and i always feel i havn't been able to do everything in art becasue of my other subjects.
on the other hand i feel like i neglect maths and physics so much that yes...i don't do as well as i think i should have.
anyways at the moment i feel like i am in good stead for the begginng of the summer term and os id like ot keep that thought.

recently though i have aquired a rather more stronger feeling of living and working in portugal and so the homesickness gets worse for the worse!!!

in terms of the novel...well...i have reached a rather more pivotal point nd really require first hand experience of a particular place.....india in this case and wouldn't see myself writing more until this experience is felt. so its on hold...still...but i feel so strong about this novel that im going through what i have written and im making chnages..and stuff like that

in terms of reading matter which all good authors should do obviously....ive read salman rushdies midnights children and now on to no.1 ladies detective agency by alexander mcall smith and then six suspects by vikram swarup and later after the exams embark upon the longest english novel of a suitable boy ....oops i forgot the author!! of that book.

i think this is it now....so um bye for now

oh..and i didn't realise but...its been two years from this blog...so happy birthday blog!!!

okay so i havn't posted for ages but ive been trying to revised and lets say i so understand the work yet there seems to be this kind of half heartedness...but hey how can i be so lazy afterall this IS the dream....(i think)

so this year, i mean first year of college and gosh how its been so long, how we have had to endure the long tiresome lessons and all and now the exams. yet there seems to be some kind of love and affection for these hated things (exams) . they are the ones who help you prove yoursefl worthy and progress in life arn't they?

its funny the first year of college, its the the middle year....in some ways ....see its the year after our GCSE's/ secondary school and the year before the year in which we start considering our universiy options rigorously. kind of freaky and exciting at the same time that 1/4 of our time at college is already gone ....that thought eliminates all other inklings of being stuck inthe same place for years. school was a bit like that....progress was just not the thing, i mean your just stuck in one place even though you move from year 7 to year 8 then 9. but here progress seems to come too fast and its almost intimidating

this year is the the time between university thoughts and our childhood in ways and if i were to compare it with anything then....perhaps the departure lounge of the airport. that funny feeling in one's stomach, when it cnurns at the thought of take off but the timeless waiting you do, just before you get on to the plane for the real takeoff is really something...so thats what it feels like at the moment.

physics exam: still about 2 weeks
maths exam : less than one week..
you need 80% + to get and A

i can only dream o f getting one

ART: 100% coursework but....im behind on work.....however it is pulsating....cus the work im doing at the moment is the work for which i will get a double award in art and hopefully the university place.

ahhh university....daunting task to pick up and really do justice with moving away from home, exams, more responsibilities etc etc......but beleive it or not im looking foreward to do the thing that i have dreamt of for more than three years....

soo i should be off, trying to so some physics questions but just before i go...

the latest music...im really into BASSHUNTER at the moment and i was for a long time but revision laways brings on the chance to listen to music and really flow with its lyrics....this partucular artist is from SWEDEN i think at least....and the last one i was into and returned interest in is CASCADA... so i will try to feature they music....for little tasters anyways. i randomly end up humming and singing parts of their songs so they must be good...

see these artists....they are european and somehow i feel more EUROPEAN than anything else and so they so eliminate the funny homesickness feeling that devours my sense of staright thinking sometimes and makes me behave irrationally.......e.g//..."i want to go back to portugal"

okay i really should be off now....

(did you realise i dodn't that the words "cristiano ronaldo" once in this post, except for right now????- don't worry im nor OFF him or anything just trying to revise and keep things in the brain...

hey...just tohught i would right somthing...i don't know exactly what!!

i want to write about somthing but i don't know how and even if its approprate ...so its going to take somthing thinking into how its all going to fall in to its respected places but unitl then ....

the novel

so it was on hiatus in terms of posting and it still is cus i stopped writing it but i wrote a bit yesterday and it feels good to be writing again generally but theres still a [problem....
and that is that over the last one /two months a few interesting things have happened annd i don't know how to incorporate that into the storyline becasue the stroy line was already written up in the summer...which took my very long..so to change or not to change.....to make better or not to...i think so.....

making it better would mean a bit more time required before i start writing properly as i have all these things to add on and make the plot even better and thrillingly, superior.

ciao...

okay so its been liek ages since my l ast post which was in the summer holidays....and omg what hasn't happened during this void....

BUT one thing hasn't changed....girls and boys...

I STILL LOVE 'IM

so this is what happened since my last post form the pics from the novel...oh by the way the novel is on HIATUS....or somthing like that...but its not rest ...its catch up time if you havn't read it. ok??

so the summer was not really a summer...it was a typical british summer if you get what i mean...

alright so the summer came to a grand finaleee ending when the dreaded results day was round the corner....our results would determine our future colleges and courses and even universities..!!!! this was one big day...

my GCSE results day story...(theres only one like this so read it well)

...........(breathes in deep)......okay so it all began apporoxomately 12 hours before the big day....the day before results day at about 3pm...i was in my room....painting my nails...and (i know there will be some laughter and comfusion of my exact age here) listening to an audio book with the title : THE REVENGE FILES OF ALISTER FURY. DEAD DAD DOG.

this is when the phone rang....my dads picks it up..."yes" ..."Yes" .................."anisha you got somone on the phone for you"

i run down the stairs.....grab the phone ......and the next few seconds of changed my life... it was actually the head teacher of my school....saying that i had got "good" results and that i would have to come an hour earlier than the proposed reuslts day time .....the media was goign to be there too........

people can only dream of being in the top 10 of their year in such exams.....nearly 10 subjects comsisting of a full 16-17 exams all lasting at least 45 minutes....i couldn't beleive it. my heart was racing at a very very very fast pace and my mouth was dry ....i wasn't even able ot breath and only god knows how i kept on my feet during that phone call.

i worried...i pondered,,,,i thought and fought over thoughts in my brain.....what would the reuslts be..........?????????????????????????????

but i slept better than many....at least they would be decent grades...what ever they were....


these were the grades i was gifted by the help of my parents, friends, most importantly by the faith i had in god and my beloved cristiano...

5 A*'s
3 A's
2 B's

these were some of the scores i got which made up my results that kind of made me proud and beleive in my ability

French speaking A* ( i remember pissing my self in this exam sitting in front of my class teacher with the tape recorder spining away carrying away the in my mind wrongly pronounced conditional tense of my voice)

i think they were good...beign in top ten..beating so many inteligent people of the year to it...even more phenominal and great,,,,,

the reprocutions: getting into QE.....getting to do the courses i want....being invited to the prestigious Awards evening at school and getting the Art Award of the year....and everything turning out well...

THE END

so sorry i havn't written on here for really long but im currently "socialising" on www.cr17.com my name is annagomes on there too. so join me there!!! im also wirting the novel there on the forums fan fiction section...so come and read it and tell me what you think!!!

http://www.cr17.com/index.php/topic,10624.0.html

thats the link to the novel thread.