im feeling a little, tired.
a little sick and tired of all this mental war thats raging on mutely. i seem to come in and out of a permanent state of dream, is what im living a reality or dream. for i think , over think, expect and when i realise it hasnt happened ...im in to the real reality not my dream reality.
this holiday which has never been a holiday but a mental torture in total isolation is beggining to get over stretched over run and doing nothing is getting to a limit now..i want to go to school i want to go to college. i want to talk to and yet i dont seem to be able to do anything.
i want to cry, i want to let some important statements be made public [though i dont think i have the guts to do so]...its as if im locked up in a tired, sleepy weary body, i need to get my life quite practically as i dont have one now.
a little sick and tired of all this mental war thats raging on mutely. i seem to come in and out of a permanent state of dream, is what im living a reality or dream. for i think , over think, expect and when i realise it hasnt happened ...im in to the real reality not my dream reality.
this holiday which has never been a holiday but a mental torture in total isolation is beggining to get over stretched over run and doing nothing is getting to a limit now..i want to go to school i want to go to college. i want to talk to and yet i dont seem to be able to do anything.
i want to cry, i want to let some important statements be made public [though i dont think i have the guts to do so]...its as if im locked up in a tired, sleepy weary body, i need to get my life quite practically as i dont have one now.
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