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Well, i think im done for the day..tomorrow is the exam. Im not too worried, the majority of the topic is covered well in my mind, now i hope i can perform. Aquiring the knowledge is only half the work done, applying it and proving that you know it is the other more important part.
Its time to "chill" now, one of the words ive come to use..it reminds me of my friends and art class, "chilling" usually took place there. For some odd reason, i think i actually spent alot of time "chilling" this year in my art course, even though the work was there in the end...i actually felt as though i as thinking alot more than working, and then when i came to the practical aprt of it...it was so spontaneous.
hm. Tomorrow is partly planned, im going to wake up get ready and. do another couple of papers. I did four today. But im worried about getting stuck on them, and then worrying last minute on things i dont know or whatever..but i think ill still go through some papers just to warm up. ha. sounds like sports.
portugal are playing their last friendly with mozambique tonight. another former colony.
and yes. i just finished yet another tube of mentos...this is pretty bad.
got another letter from DMU, outlinning the enrolments and induction partly and other details...also states that there may be a summer project (oh the excitement)..no seriously im excited to do any project as yesterday only did the inspiration levels top and i got a feeling of doing a graphics project like thing on the Lisbon trip, like a scrap book but with inks and paints..and all different stuff..hmm...this is pretty cool. adds a bit of colour, tone, shade, composition to the mind as maths and physics are proving a little 2D at the moment.
Dont seem to understand why people think some universities are lower in ranking than other, ok fine, i do understand. league tables exist. but i think theres one thing ive learnt..which says that trying to make somthing special out of somthing thats already so special is harder than give the mundane and ordinary a bit of glamour, success and spot light. what i mean to say is that glitter cannot be made to shine any more, but polishing a stone can make it more beautiful....so its easier to make the ordinary more special but the special further special a difficult task. Applying this to universities. i do understand that the best courses are what people are looking for, but we shall be respected with as much respect as we give to the course or university. im sick of hearing random comments being thrown around especially local universities.. for if its not the local apects you cannt see and take pride in then taking pride in others is going to be hard. its a bit like not respecting what you have but keep worrying about things you dont have.
After saying all this..only this morning i heard on the BBC asian network that now more than 50% of british asians are living with theur parents rather than moving out for university which on puts them as a risk of not studying the best course or not having the optimal university experience.
I find myself slightly out of that catogory, i left home 13 years ago. leaving this place that im just about coming to terms with will cause upheavel i think to my mental stability ...still feel homesick sometimes. i was only happy to find that yes leicester did have its own school of architecture..only to thenfind out people thought lowly of the university it was associated with. im not going to bother to give any more personal exact reasons as to why im apply and more than happy, actually dream come true to attend!
annoyingly, my eyes are really dry right now..grr.so im taking a break from computer screen, laptop screen, mobile screen...though only after seeing the friendly portugal are playing tonight.
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I have to admit yesterday was one very demotivated, uninspirational day, but today is something worth telling about. ha.
it couldnt get better, i think im might just be able to get the best grade for tomorrows exams..though the rest of the four exams are still a bit of shade in terms of knowledge and revision and...the one i took a few weeks back im not to confident on either.
but todays going good.
everything seems so much more better when you feel like you can DO stuff in the exam paper. wow. well im going to keep at this and i hope this optimistic motivated inspirational mind frame continues to other exam prep work too
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just cant wait for the world cup, i just want to see you cristiano. i dont care for how long and even if we loose. but the biggest fooball party, former colony verses colony, portuguese verse portuguese. kaka versus cristiano....i cant wait for the brazil v portugal game! and taking in to mind the current amusement and satisfaction im getting for revision who knows time perhaps will go faster ...
um i think im giving facebook a rest as it proves to dement my motivation and take my mind on quirky walks.!
ps abosolutely adore the image with this post, its of a beach in portugal on the silver coast somewhere....it was part of one of the locations in the novel.
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Its getting late now, nearing 9pm. though today im trying to channel my exhausted energies back in to activities enjoy, blogging is considered to be one. Perhaps such routines shall help me get back in to a good revision routine too. I realised some hours ago that exams are coming fast, and soon they become intenese when i will be doing three exams in a matter of three days so im worrying now, or perhaps planning on how to mentally be prepared for some sort of failure.
Im not quite sure but this year, academically it hasnt been so good. Ok so the art was fine, thats because i have a genuine interest in it and thats where i find my future to lie. Maths and physics can also be an integral part of my life and career but somehow i dont want them to be and therefore they shall not and so my interest in these subjects has died down right down to nil and then in to negative numerals...the only motivation towards these subjects is the need to to well, the desire for success in what ever action you take and do it the best you can.
Theres almost like a block against these subjects my mind refuses to budge, the brain cells call a hault , a strike. please may i be excused from these subjects now, its beyond conprehension now on how bad im finding it to go through the exams for these subjects. I hope this is the last of the venomous torture i have to go through. From here onwards i see history and technology lectures..photoshop, CAD and studio and workshop based life.!
Im not quite sure but this year, academically it hasnt been so good. Ok so the art was fine, thats because i have a genuine interest in it and thats where i find my future to lie. Maths and physics can also be an integral part of my life and career but somehow i dont want them to be and therefore they shall not and so my interest in these subjects has died down right down to nil and then in to negative numerals...the only motivation towards these subjects is the need to to well, the desire for success in what ever action you take and do it the best you can.
Theres almost like a block against these subjects my mind refuses to budge, the brain cells call a hault , a strike. please may i be excused from these subjects now, its beyond conprehension now on how bad im finding it to go through the exams for these subjects. I hope this is the last of the venomous torture i have to go through. From here onwards i see history and technology lectures..photoshop, CAD and studio and workshop based life.!
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The small period in life which follows after the end of an art course..life without art is like a life lived without self realisation. hm.
Its been about a month since the art course finished now, and it seems as though the intricacy, the elaboration and the detail has been gotten ridden off..all thats follows is the maths and physics now.
i miss going to the art shops, thats the worst part of it. Some days i get the feeling, "oh yeah!.got to visit the art shop for new materials!" only to later realise i dont need to go to the art shop, paper, new markers, paints or inks are no longer a requirement
But it doesnt have to be like this and im hoping on keeping a sketchbook close to me on my trip to Lisbon this July. Last time i think i made myself photograph as many buidings as possible, thought looking back at them i find myself in a better position in terms of knowledge to try again on this trip, the photos, the sketches ...and see how it turns out.
Everytime i think of the up coming Lisbon trip, (volcanic ash clouds permitting. its been bothering me..what if it erupts again and we cant go?)/..all i think about is food. haha. there was a time i could go without eating for hours and hours, but now all i think about is the chocolate cake that i ate on my last trip sitting at the side of the river, the barbequed chicken on the shingle beach and the icecreams as we walked along the cobble streets.
Another must-have, target of this trip is to purchase another pair of sandles from Seaside. that place is just too good to be true and im hoping to get my third pair very soon. Sounding mad, i know, but its the type of place you enter knowing youll leave with a new pair of shoes that will last for a long long time.
Its been about a month since the art course finished now, and it seems as though the intricacy, the elaboration and the detail has been gotten ridden off..all thats follows is the maths and physics now.
i miss going to the art shops, thats the worst part of it. Some days i get the feeling, "oh yeah!.got to visit the art shop for new materials!" only to later realise i dont need to go to the art shop, paper, new markers, paints or inks are no longer a requirement
But it doesnt have to be like this and im hoping on keeping a sketchbook close to me on my trip to Lisbon this July. Last time i think i made myself photograph as many buidings as possible, thought looking back at them i find myself in a better position in terms of knowledge to try again on this trip, the photos, the sketches ...and see how it turns out.
Everytime i think of the up coming Lisbon trip, (volcanic ash clouds permitting. its been bothering me..what if it erupts again and we cant go?)/..all i think about is food. haha. there was a time i could go without eating for hours and hours, but now all i think about is the chocolate cake that i ate on my last trip sitting at the side of the river, the barbequed chicken on the shingle beach and the icecreams as we walked along the cobble streets.
Another must-have, target of this trip is to purchase another pair of sandles from Seaside. that place is just too good to be true and im hoping to get my third pair very soon. Sounding mad, i know, but its the type of place you enter knowing youll leave with a new pair of shoes that will last for a long long time.
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So im trying to do some much needed revision, but what do i get instead, a wedding dvd running in the living room whose backgroud track is making my emotions go absolutely mental on all levels. Did you ever realise bollywood songs are amazingly intense in their lyrics once you trying to follow their meaning they get to you ..in a wierd kind of way. Im trying to forget some parts of the past and they are only being dug in to deeper and deeper.
To say the truth, im trying not to think about the upcoming weddings but its becoming harder and harder, amibivalence again follows these mental plans of what to wear the the different ceremonies, i dont want the akward feelings of seeing certain people and the atmosphere they inflict upon you..sometimes you just wish you were never part of a society in which rules, regulations principles and morals encapsulate you to behave in a particular way.
I wish to fly well over these restrictions and gain entry in to a world or lifestyle in which people are more easy going, less complaicent and more accepting of differences and encouraging and recepetive of new ideas.
And yet after saying this , i love the culture and beleifs that i am born in to and brought up following and beleiving, there is a hypcrite in all of us, or perhaps every one suffers from the situation where your mind knows whats right and wrong but the heart wants to follow its unruly desires regarldess of anything.
On a more practical note, my eyes hurt from a late night chatting to friends on msn, and my tummy requests more and more food even though its not hungry or certainly not empty. Mentally im very busy, worried about exams..i should be worried so im worrying but the heart again doesnt care, i dont need the top grades deprately to get in to my choosen course, so should i bother. Ha. this is certainly not the mindset i work on or ever have, but other issues seem to dominate well over revision. ...
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so. i havent done much in terms of revsion today, and i think im just going to fail it so...i thought as i am on time waste mode at the moment, might as well try to be constructive in some way ...blog. and then start writing the plot to the second draft of the novel. ...this is going to be a mammoth task and once again this summer im ready to take it on full on...and try to complete it. as the first draft is only half written but thas because of the in flux of so many new ideas i found that its better just to start a new draft and ammend ...lets see what happens though///....
"meri ankhon ki siahi piya deti hai gavahi..."
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i think...i like him all over again.
yes. i think i had like a 2 year break fom him. college life wa sso busy it took me away from all this.
but its back.. CR
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ive just realised how much of a "friend" i need whom i can confide in...not to disrespect my actualy friends who are lovely. but ....i can be "long" at times.
hmm...so many ups and downs this year.
just finished todays revision...i think.
unless i get another revision urge to try another math or physics question.
and all of a sudden im feeling really hot. ..weather in britain really is a large topic in itself.
CRISTIANO.. i cant wait for the world cup to begin. but ive just looked at the possiblities and its looking pretty bleak as we are in the group of death ..but we cant write them off.
so viva portugal xxx
hmm...so many ups and downs this year.
just finished todays revision...i think.
unless i get another revision urge to try another math or physics question.
and all of a sudden im feeling really hot. ..weather in britain really is a large topic in itself.
CRISTIANO.. i cant wait for the world cup to begin. but ive just looked at the possiblities and its looking pretty bleak as we are in the group of death ..but we cant write them off.
so viva portugal xxx
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this song has a line, which has inspired me to resume the progress of the novel..
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Well, its ten days short of being a whole entire year since i last posted. And it seems as though this past year has flewn by so fast its been hard to grasp on to any one moment for too long.
So much has happened, so much that was never previously even imagined off and theres a sense of emotion that seems to catch the back of my throat everytime i think too hard any one particular past moment. In a wierd sort of way, college which has now ended had become an essential part of life and now its gone.
The next part of life beckons, this is the part ive been awaiting for the past five years. But im wondering whether perhaps its come round too quickly, ambivalence and confusion on this still occur.
My thoughts on Cristiano have changed so much, im scared of saying this but yes, the fan girl mind perhaps is fading away, and the professional side of me prevails. i think the heart has let go of him and yet the mind knows that this is not the right way. i still dream though. Upon reading my own previous posts im somewhat embarassed, was i crazy? yes. had i lost it? yes. but i liked it that way. Living my dreams out aload, perhaps im becoming too practical these days.
Concerning the novel, it has always been a semi-autobiographical.fanfic. and as time goes past the plot and storyline undergo change and this is what i want to rewrite. i think two years of college have been a real rollercoast from forbidden love, to jeousy, anguish and distinguished passion..its all just going to make the lacking plot of the novel stonger and the story more vivid.
The current version of the novel is still available on the CR17 forum, under fan fiction section . AN ARCHITECT'S GOAL
So much has happened, so much that was never previously even imagined off and theres a sense of emotion that seems to catch the back of my throat everytime i think too hard any one particular past moment. In a wierd sort of way, college which has now ended had become an essential part of life and now its gone.
The next part of life beckons, this is the part ive been awaiting for the past five years. But im wondering whether perhaps its come round too quickly, ambivalence and confusion on this still occur.
My thoughts on Cristiano have changed so much, im scared of saying this but yes, the fan girl mind perhaps is fading away, and the professional side of me prevails. i think the heart has let go of him and yet the mind knows that this is not the right way. i still dream though. Upon reading my own previous posts im somewhat embarassed, was i crazy? yes. had i lost it? yes. but i liked it that way. Living my dreams out aload, perhaps im becoming too practical these days.
Concerning the novel, it has always been a semi-autobiographical.fanfic. and as time goes past the plot and storyline undergo change and this is what i want to rewrite. i think two years of college have been a real rollercoast from forbidden love, to jeousy, anguish and distinguished passion..its all just going to make the lacking plot of the novel stonger and the story more vivid.
The current version of the novel is still available on the CR17 forum, under fan fiction section . AN ARCHITECT'S GOAL
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the last news and pics really makes me angry grr..the one with paris hilton in it...i mean wtf!!!!
okay but i havent come one here to complain about that...i ve come to speak of the dire emptiness i feel as ap ortuguese living in england...i swear the amount of pride i felt for him and today, i will happily go along with conversations where fellow mates are talking realy bad stuff about him. i know he is wrong..but love is blind, my heart is bloody blind...so it stil loves him.
today at college i spent some time reading newspaper stories about cristiano...i have to say one person, two clubs but the amount of topics on these things is unbeleiveable, the succesedor, who will it be etc..the price...the new wage...kaka......platini's comment, hughes comments....etc etc...so this all did provide me with some good reading but....im still unhappy...
i only just read...that he may not even bother to come back to cheshire to pack his bags....now im angry...what kind of gay,,,peice of ablsolute shit does this.????? im not saying any more absue becasue im very two sided at the moment...and i dont completely beleive all the media that i come across...my loving ...side...the one who still calls cristiano....a little cutie pie angel,,,,...sexy tight white pants....the benefit of the doubt!!! but should he even get that!!! lol...my mean evil steak almost wants to level up tot his mean thoughtlessness too..and perhaps if i see him...i wount jump on to him kissing him....ill jump on to him throwing will punches...
oh god what have you put me through!!! love costs.....emotions
"brilliantly unpredictable" the times.
just look at paris pose when she comes down the stairs...and omg soo many cameras flashing at your face....forget about being blinded its brighter than day light!!!!
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okay so when i heard cristiano was moving (finally) i was struck.
quiete literally i just sat still, not able ot beleive that it happened without a final notice, i mean last year i was seriously ready for him to move, i actually thought he might move but he didnt to my releif.
i swaer my world went upside down when i read this on google news and then bbc then sky, then the tv...my mouth went dry and my mind whent blank,,,so bloody cliched and yet so present here....for somtime in the morning i was sad and upset...etc...
now i cry at the thought.,....of having a large gapping hole in my heart and then when i think about manchester a place that i had funnily come to like and my fan girl mind had obviously dreamt many fan fictions up in alderly egde....that place manchester makes me upset....too
there was a day when cristiano came with his table clothe of a t shirt with his wonky teeth and weird hair, and then theres today....so much happiness at his arrival and soo much .....so many tears now.....then theres today...probably the last time here will be soo mcuh coverage on every channel on "cristiano ronaldo".....the last time....
i feel rather selfish now...i took soo much inspiration from him in the six years that i dont want him to go now when he is going perhaps for his own good. i want him to stay here....share the similarities of living in england....#
i loved watching him on tv, the few times a season i even got to watch him....close ups of his face, his feet...i now dont know how im going to over come this......
thinking nostaligically .i swaer makes things seem so ....teary...but when i think of cristiano and kaka playing at madrid side by side.....my mind flourishes. the sun the villas the alomost portuguese lifestyle....omg...
i suppose i shouldnt be so selfish and marrow minded...cristiano is going to such a cool place,,, to showcase his talent trully to the heart of europe.!!
i loved him soo mcuh i didnt ever think about ...after he has decided to leave,,,just that he would leave one day...that day being today......one day before second year college work starts....
hes been a charm to me...a lucky charm....he is a charmer...
all i know is that ...hes going ,...to play for real madrid...perhaps his real dream (i dont know) and i love him alot...alot ....alot..
xxx
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Manchester United have accepted a world record offer of £80m from Real Madrid for winger Cristiano Ronaldo.
"United have agreed to give Real Madrid permission to talk to the player," read a statement from the Old Trafford club.
It added the decision came at the 24-year-old Ronaldo's request after he "again expressed his desire to leave".
United said the offer was unconditional and want the matter to be concluded by 30 June, while Madrid hope to agree personal terms "in the next few days".
"Real Madrid confirm they have made an offer to Manchester United for the acquisition of the rights of the player Cristiano Ronaldo," said the Spanish club in a statement.
But the BBC's Steve Kingstone in Madrid stated that Real had yet to confirm the agreed price of £80m stated by United.
A spokesman for United's owners, the Glazer family, has told the BBC that the decision to sell Ronaldo was taken solely by manager Sir Alex Ferguson.
The spokesman said: "It was purely a football decision and had nothing to do with the financial structure of the club."
"United have agreed to give Real Madrid permission to talk to the player," read a statement from the Old Trafford club.
It added the decision came at the 24-year-old Ronaldo's request after he "again expressed his desire to leave".
United said the offer was unconditional and want the matter to be concluded by 30 June, while Madrid hope to agree personal terms "in the next few days".
"Real Madrid confirm they have made an offer to Manchester United for the acquisition of the rights of the player Cristiano Ronaldo," said the Spanish club in a statement.
But the BBC's Steve Kingstone in Madrid stated that Real had yet to confirm the agreed price of £80m stated by United.
A spokesman for United's owners, the Glazer family, has told the BBC that the decision to sell Ronaldo was taken solely by manager Sir Alex Ferguson.
The spokesman said: "It was purely a football decision and had nothing to do with the financial structure of the club."
It is understood that the transfer fee would be made available for Ferguson to invest in the transfer market.
United have been linked with the likes of Lyon forward Karim Benzema, Bayern Munich winger Franck Ribery and Wigan's Antonio Valencia.
Madrid signed Brazilian Kaka for a reported £56m earlier in the week, surpassing the previous world record fee in pounds sterling of £45.6m, which Real paid for Zinedine Zidane in 2001.
United have been linked with the likes of Lyon forward Karim Benzema, Bayern Munich winger Franck Ribery and Wigan's Antonio Valencia.
Madrid signed Brazilian Kaka for a reported £56m earlier in the week, surpassing the previous world record fee in pounds sterling of £45.6m, which Real paid for Zinedine Zidane in 2001.
That deal was sealed by the ambition of returning Real president Florentino Perez, who previously led the Spanish club from 2000 to 2006 - during the famous galacticos era.
And Perez had previously made it clear he would do "everything possible" to sign Ronaldo.
Madrid have also been linked with Liverpool's Xabi Alonso, Valencia's David Villa and Bayern Munich's Franck Ribery since Perez's unopposed election signalled the return of their vast spending.
There had been reports that Madrid would have to pay a £26m penalty clause to Ronaldo as a consequence of an alleged "pre-contract" arrangement that had been agreed with the player's representative Jorge Mendes, if the Spanish club did not sign him this summer.
And Perez had previously made it clear he would do "everything possible" to sign Ronaldo.
Madrid have also been linked with Liverpool's Xabi Alonso, Valencia's David Villa and Bayern Munich's Franck Ribery since Perez's unopposed election signalled the return of their vast spending.
There had been reports that Madrid would have to pay a £26m penalty clause to Ronaldo as a consequence of an alleged "pre-contract" arrangement that had been agreed with the player's representative Jorge Mendes, if the Spanish club did not sign him this summer.
This was one that was never ever going to go away," said BBC Radio 5 Live chief football correspondent Mike Ingham.
"After the Champions League final he criticised Sir Alex Ferguson's tactics, he threw his toys out of the pram in the derby with Manchester City after he was substituted. He's been very high maintenance. And £80m is hard to resist.
"Personally, I'm very sorry to see him leave but it's absolutely inevitable. If it hadn't been this summer it would have been next summer.
"This could mean they might be able to keep Carlos Tevez, maybe Wayne Rooney can be liberated."
"After the Champions League final he criticised Sir Alex Ferguson's tactics, he threw his toys out of the pram in the derby with Manchester City after he was substituted. He's been very high maintenance. And £80m is hard to resist.
"Personally, I'm very sorry to see him leave but it's absolutely inevitable. If it hadn't been this summer it would have been next summer.
"This could mean they might be able to keep Carlos Tevez, maybe Wayne Rooney can be liberated."
Tevez's loan agreement with United has expired and the Argentine will cost United in the region of £25m, while Rooney may have more opportunities to play in his favoured central position if Ronaldo leaves.
Ronaldo, who joined United in 2003 from Sporting Lisbon for £12.2m, was strongly linked with a move to the Spanish capital in the summer of 2008.
United lodged a complaint with world governing body Fifa last June over what they believed was a deliberate attempt by Real to unsettle the winger.
After a long, drawn-out saga that ran through the summer months, the Portugal international insisted he was happy at Old Trafford and remained at United for the 2008-2009 season.
Ronaldo, who joined United in 2003 from Sporting Lisbon for £12.2m, was strongly linked with a move to the Spanish capital in the summer of 2008.
United lodged a complaint with world governing body Fifa last June over what they believed was a deliberate attempt by Real to unsettle the winger.
After a long, drawn-out saga that ran through the summer months, the Portugal international insisted he was happy at Old Trafford and remained at United for the 2008-2009 season.
"Now I understand I made the best decision," Ronaldo told Spanish sports paper Marca after he had made that choice. "I am with Manchester in body and soul."
But the speculation soured relations between the clubs and last December United manager Ferguson said he would not "sell that mob a virus".
And despite Ronaldo's claim that he wanted to remain at Old Trafford, he was the subject of constant speculation during the 2008-2009 season and often gave mixed messages about his future.
If Ronaldo does sign for Madrid, his last appearance for United will have been in the Champions League final in Rome - in which the Premier League champions were beaten 2-0 by Barcelona.
"History will remember him very well in terms of his contribution as a footballer, he'll also be seen as petulant, egotistical and stubborn but he's been a wonderful player," said United We Stand fanzine editor Andy Mitten.
It took time for Ronaldo to find his best form after arriving in England but he became a pivotal player for United, who have won the last three Premier League titles.
In the 2007-08 season he scored 42 goals, which topped the previous club record for a midfielder held by George Best, and was on the scoresheet as United defeated Chelsea in the Champions League final.
His form through 2008 saw him named Fifa World Player of the Year in January, just a month after he won the Ballon d'Or as the European Player of the Year.
Ronaldo was the top scorer for his club last season, with 26 goals, taking his total for United to 118 in 292 appearances.
But the speculation soured relations between the clubs and last December United manager Ferguson said he would not "sell that mob a virus".
And despite Ronaldo's claim that he wanted to remain at Old Trafford, he was the subject of constant speculation during the 2008-2009 season and often gave mixed messages about his future.
If Ronaldo does sign for Madrid, his last appearance for United will have been in the Champions League final in Rome - in which the Premier League champions were beaten 2-0 by Barcelona.
"History will remember him very well in terms of his contribution as a footballer, he'll also be seen as petulant, egotistical and stubborn but he's been a wonderful player," said United We Stand fanzine editor Andy Mitten.
It took time for Ronaldo to find his best form after arriving in England but he became a pivotal player for United, who have won the last three Premier League titles.
In the 2007-08 season he scored 42 goals, which topped the previous club record for a midfielder held by George Best, and was on the scoresheet as United defeated Chelsea in the Champions League final.
His form through 2008 saw him named Fifa World Player of the Year in January, just a month after he won the Ballon d'Or as the European Player of the Year.
Ronaldo was the top scorer for his club last season, with 26 goals, taking his total for United to 118 in 292 appearances.
(BBC sport)
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today was the final day of my exams yet at the finale of these important exams i have to say that there is still no content, am i expecting too much off myself, or is the pressure getting to me? ...i dont know but the same sense of freedom and certainly not happiness is not being felt...
so today was the last day of my exams but..im just irritated and frustrated and the long deep thoughts about the minor details about exam papers and questions which i didnt understand lingur about my mind...suppose im just paraniod lately...whatever though..its now that the fear of exam results kicks in so im really dont know whether ill be able to enjoy my self in the coming few months...
so today was the last day of my exams but..im just irritated and frustrated and the long deep thoughts about the minor details about exam papers and questions which i didnt understand lingur about my mind...suppose im just paraniod lately...whatever though..its now that the fear of exam results kicks in so im really dont know whether ill be able to enjoy my self in the coming few months...
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