oh great, I still have four more exams left, just returned from the maths paper in which i developed a raging headache.
And now its taken over and im not in the right mode to be revising for the other two maths papers and the physics paper which seem closer than ever, next tuesday and friday!
Sometimes i just think im going to fail,....hm. not the right way to think.
Art show today, im rather excited at going back to college and just wondering the corridors. When i go back for exams for once college feels just so normal and homely i guess i had got used to it , the feel, the smells, the colours ,the atmospheres of the various corridors. just felt normal. nothing new about it..and now we have to leave it. we have left it. This is going to sound even wierder, but every corridor has a personal memory for everyone, every piece of clothing for me has a memory of college attached to it too....god , im going to miss this place like.real bad. and its a time of my life which i shall never forget and cherish for as long as i can remember...
Today just seems to be like some kind of "void" day or more like a wasted day as there seems to be abosolutely no since of any revison being done, though mentally im preparing myself for tomorrow. On my way back home i have a deathly inclination of buying somthing, i have a few things to buy but it was an intense urge to just buy somthing. i think i just wanted to buy a journal or some new paints... ha. four years worth of habits are proving really difficult to get rid off..
the excitement for the world cup is getting larger too, but i dont have high hopes for portugal as long as i can see cristiano on tv.
that just reminded me of today's BBC morning news show. Breakfast. they said spain and portugal are best followed teams as they have the most fans in SA and...it found this really really really wierd once i thought about it...but why does the BBC decide to show a clip of the portugal v mozambique friendly from yesterday? its nothing to do with england! ha. more often than not ive realised that they do it to show Cristiano! well i was dumfounded when i saw him on tv this morning as i really wasnt expecting the clip to be shown... :O
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