Portugal and Cristiano

right, im having one of thos grimy horrid headachy days where youve woken up late, keep yawning all day, get headaches by the evening as you just havent rested enough and ..done. the days messed up.

oh and then revision. i dont feel like ive done sufficient work to be able to portray my real capabilities in the exams.

i was thinking today. no actually since i arrived in leicester and since the whole issue came up, where we make fun out of our own culture. i understand to a certain extent. but i think its high time people stopped making fun out of who we actually are. we dont even know the reall meaning of the word "freshie" and we go round randomly tagging people who seem to show their culture......haha. ok fine its funny when you have the odd indian ringtone go off on the bus or something..

but i think most young british indians have a sense of arrogance about them. for if you have never been in the absence of it, you shall never realise its importance. i devour off the indian culture that is present here, who knows when im out of this place due to career or what ever other reasons i will miss this strong presence of culture that surrounds me now. the fact that i arrived from a place where, in those days, there was only one indian vegetable shop in the entire capital city, one dry indian goods shop and indian clothes shops were almost non existent makes me want to love the things here even more. so yeah i may be freshie if thats how you want to put it. ...but in my words its just my affection towards who i am and im just loving it for as long as i have it ...because one day perhaps i wont.

well im hoping for an early night today after some maths and football. cant stop thinking about the camera, its so compact and yet so powerful..

the idea of learning portuguese and getting a rigid qualification in it has taken off in a large way in the family now and im rather keen on getting to grips with my national language i think i have always felt a slight emptiness not having it as tool by which to arm myself with. ...its about time i got on and took it seriously as i do beleive it will be a large factor in my future.

and yeah . ive opened the comments up for all readers, so do feel free.
im talking to much so..

that number 17 cristiano ronaldo shirt thats been hanging in my room for almost 4 years now, i decided to take it off the hanger and wear it, tucked it in, its big . if they even go through past the group stages i have a real desire which i like to ignore, to wear it out of the house. sometimes i get anxious that i might get attacked. if i like ronaldo so much there are others out there who hate him as much and i think, is it worth it ..being kicked punched or bullied because of cristiano. i shouldnt be thinking like this. its should all be unrequitted......